I hate myself today, Lirio and I have never spoken in maybe two months. The last email she sent was left unanswered. How dare me for not answering it? Now, I have a problem and the first person I send a message to is her. She thought I was mad at her because I didn't answer her email. Of course I'm not mad at her. But it always feel good to talk to.someone very familiar. Who really knows your likes and dislikes, what ticks you off. My dilemna wasn't really a big issue, at least not everyone's. But because I'm me, only people like Lirio or my mother-in-law will.understand. I had to tell someone. It makes my burden go away little by little. But I dontr want to be judged. So family is my best option. And Lirio is family I chose for myself.
I love our 19 years of friendship. Even though we're busy with our own lives and don't talk everyday, I know your value. Why are you always nice to me? You always treat me good with respect, funny, but never sarcastic. Our relationship is one of a kind. Now I'm reminiscing our times together. I miss you, ..
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