Left Hanging

That feeling when I didn't want to face a patient because she was so mean to me.  It's as if I'm her favorite person to bully. I asked helped from someone to help that patient instead of me because I couldn't face her anymore. I was really shaking from anger. I didn't want to divulge details. But she was really unreasonable. And it's not the first time it happened. Anyway, that person agreed. And he still let me help that bully. I felt I didn't have someone to support me.  I'm not asking for a friend or an ally. I was just asking for a supportive colleague. A colleague that would have my back during difficult times. Like what I experienced. It was so difficult for me to contain my anger. My patience ran out. And that bully was still saying things to hurt my feelings. Why are there people like that? So when  I didn't get the support I needed. I told myself, I'm over it. I informed my manager. I couldn't work in that place anymore. I'm so glad I'm transferring.