Missing Words of Wisdom

I really wish I could talk to you these days, ama. We need guidance on the decisions we're about to make. I couldn't think of a perfect person to support us but you. I never really thought of getting old here. I've always thought of coming home. Now that you're gone. I immediately applied for U.S. Citizenship. I don't see myself spending my time there anymore. Maybe when we retire. Not right now. 

Jeff and I received good news. Two years ago we were disappointed. Now our dream is within reach. Please guide us.