I thought I was ready. I wanted to talk to friends and share my innermost thoughts. I requested, cancelled my request. My! I'm so glad we're on different time zones. I changed my mind an hour after.
What is social anxiety? I'm not really sure. One thing I know is I fear rejection. So I reject people first. It doesn't make sense. They say the best line of defense is to attack first. You're lost? I'm lost.
Last night, I asked my husband if he was my friend. Without batting an eyelash he immediately said yes. As a friend I asked him not to leave me and to please always be by my side.
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