Selfish

It's sad that I'm choosing to be selfish these days. I had a dream a week ago. Vacion had a fever. I was so worried that I downloaded my Facebook messenger again so I could call and talk to her. But we missed each other. We were on different time zones. I asked her to download skype because that's what I always keep to talk to my sister and my mom. She didn't know how to. I deleted my messenger again without talking to her. I just wanted to ask how she was. 

I'm really slowly taking a break from Facebook. It's a miracle I've been doing good. I was glued to it years ago. I always needed to talk to someone. But priorities change. Sometimes it's good to choose yourself. 

Now I'm more focused when Yohan and I do homework; When I drive her to her Piano class. I watch her when she practice at home. I watch her ride her bike and scooter without me glancing at my phone every few minutes. 

I've been reading a lot of fanfic lately. It makes me happy. I don't really know how to describe it. I look forward to reading everyday. It's my escape.