Hindi ko gusto ang isa sa mga anak ng AMA ko. I felt she was mean to me when I was little, and even when I was in college at kahit na nga noong nagtatrabaho ako. Napakatagal maghilom ng sugat, umiinit ang ulo ko pag naaalala ko how she treated me. Bumait na sya sa akin ngayon, Minsan Lang, I can't help but remember. Yesterday, we were putting pasalubongs in our boxes, I was surprised at myself. I actually thought about her and set things aside for her. When I finally wrote her name I didn't realize I said it out loud. Ang Sabi ni hubby, so kaya ka pala natigilan. Nag iisip ka. Hindi ko namalayan, sa sandaling pag iisip, dinala ako sa aking childhood hanggang sa ngayon. What happened to me did not affect how I treat others, my husband or daughter. Yes, it's something I should just forget and never talk about again. I have a wonderful husband and bibong bibong anak. For that I should be thankful. I'm looking forward for this trip to the Philippines. I want to meet new friends and reconnect with old ones. Sabi nga if you really are friends, you can just pick up where you left off. And I'm very happy. I talked to some of my elementary, highschool and college friends. Most of them didn't hesitate to say yes. No excuses. "yes I will meet you " just like that. I'm thankful for those little things. I have new friends who are coming from Bulacan, some maybe farther I'm not aware of. But they will make time for me. I'm very happy. To those who won't be able to. Trust me I understand. The best part of this, I get to spend time with my AMA and Lirio. I miss them so much.
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